pla_journey

maybe I hate to be free

my emotional wave is killing me...

I am floating, one minute up to the top of the world, one second down in the place belong to Gollum.

Headache , again.
Want to vomit, again

Trying to list down the things I should do and things I want to do, match them together, and first priority is...chill ^_^

Alright, I will. Question is, until when ? There are so many things on my list that I feel guilty just to chill.

Maybe I'd better find something to work on.
Without tight schedule, it seems too easy for me to go crazy.

visual comparison

This is my recent drawing, a final for Advance Visual Aesthetic class of Great Prof. Shundi.

We were asked to create a visual comparison between our hometown and New York. It was pretty tough question for me.
He said...we have to dig very deep inside us, in order to answer the question.

I am not sure if I am really answering the question from the deepest part of my soul, therefore I am not really happy about this work.

However, I guess this drawing might show something from my sub-concious, which I am not aware off.
If you know what it is, please tell me.

To me, Bangkok and New York are very much alike, and very much different.
I love and hate both cities, that I wish they are so close together...so I can escape from one city to another whenever I'd like to.

New York seems to be a lonely and cold place in comparison to a warm Bangkok in Monsoon. Here, I know few people. There, all of my beloved friends and family reside.

*final artwork stays with Alex

one fine summer day

Today I woke up pretty early
Suddenly there was some terrible smell in my room
It was Cozmo, he vomitted on his bed -_-'

However, after I put that stinky bed out in the sun, turned on the fan, I went back to sleep again :P

What am I doing?!!! I am supposed to be writing a final paper
for the class of vocabulary of media critic.
I tried to focus on the topic of Music Video as an art form

mmm.....maybe this is a symptom of information overwhelming.
I've been watching almost 50 music video, more websites, within the past six hours.

I am swinging up and down in the valley of my emotion

maybe I should go to bed -_-'
Ok my paper, see you tomorrow.

My path

Lost in silence
I didn't know where to go, so I didn't even want to mention it.
My fantasy was hidden in my unconciousness
หายไปนาน ขอโทษนะคะ
ปลาไม่รู้จะเขียนอะไรดี เพราะว่าสับสนกับตัวเองซะเหลือเกิน
อีกอย่าง มันก็มีหลายเรื่องเข้ามาให้คิด จนลืมไปว่าจริงๆแล้วตัวเองต้องการอะไร

I lost the touch with my own spirit
However, today, the connection is back
วันนี้เพิ่งจะนึกขึ้นได้ :)

I finally know what I want
I will take the step towards my desire

I'll travel the world whenever I can.
I won't postpone the trip by working hard to save a lot of money, and realize that my physical condition won't allow me to travel.
ปลาจะไม่ทำงานเก็บเงินทั้งชีวิต แล้วในที่สุดก็ไปไหนไม่ได้เพราะร่างกายหมดสภาพแล้ว แน่ๆ ค่ะ
ปลาจะไปทุกที่ที่ไปได้ ทันทีที่มีโอกาส

I'll have my own home by the sea
where I can dream, grow old, paint, and die happily
วันนึง ปลาคงจะได้มีบ้านของตัวเอง ริมทะเล
เอาไว้อยู่แบบฝันๆไปเรื่อย ใช้ชีวิตสงบๆ วาดรูป แล้วก็ ตายอย่างมีความสุข

Do you care to know how's the path will like ?
Come back later, I'll keep you update. :)